Current Feeling, Current Status.... =(

It has been long time didn't write my blog dy.... Currently I was feel like wanna crying after get scold by father because wrong in passing message.... I was tired since week 5 until now week 9.... 8 more weeks later I will free from all this messy life.... Since this is my last semester, so there are such an overload assignments, midterms and presentations which are continue coming.... Last Saturday, I had 2 midterms in same day, but the fact is I totally blank out when answering the questions even though the questions are very direct.... I was like losing hope and disappointed with myself because didn't practice well in doing homework.... On the other hand, my friends always say that I am very busy and seldom go out with them, but the fact is I was really busy in handling other works such as managing the house rental and repairing applications.... In addition, I was preparing the documents required by the university in order for my next semester internship.... I was like running out of energy and passion of studies.... Pressure and stress are coming in my current life, I need someone to share my feeling and listen to my heart.... Yesterday, I was rushing to do my e-commerce written report from 10pm until 5am in the morning, even though I was tired to go for 9.30am class, but I still have to attend so that I will not lose any important information... Today, after presenting e-commerce web pages presentation, my tutor said that I was too weak in transfer my message to other people, Haha..... In my heart, I wanna told her that "It is fact", because until now 21 years old, I am still single and available BECAUSE I do not know how to express my feeling.... I have been rejected by my dreaming girlfriend once and twice.... Maybe, I am really lack of expressing skills... >.